dearest feelings bloggy.
i feel so in a lost.
but whenever things like that happen
i always feel its fate.
y didnt wesley meet me at the times sean always could make it to fetch me.
why izit just this 3 times he appeared sean is not around?
i let wesley kiss me throughly on my mouth.
sean has not even touched my tougue.
ger is right.
love is like that.
most of the times is from the start.
if u start later than from the start.
it means its how good that person is that touched u to be with them.
i like wesley's looks. just his looks i know.
but somehow if he didnt make the effort to come n find me, buy my shots, n send me home, how would all these had happened too rite?
God i duno how.
i feel so guilty towards sean now but as he said, dun think so much. happy can liao.
really is like that ma?
can i handle them two together queitly..?
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is not gonna happen to my future. NEVER! NEVER will any guys treat me the way im treating guys now.
nv now, ever, any future.
nv...
love is really such a cruel thing.. so so so cruel.....