10am in the morning n im feeling sad, last night i was abit drunk, rick came to find me. it could be all fated. why did i see him talking to girls the 1st glance i saw him. WHY! it made me boil up so much n david escorted me into the cab somemore. not leaving any chance for me to think to let rick send me back too. infront of all his subordinates i left without leaving any face for him. i smsed him the harshest words. i duno will he ever forgive me n treat me like he still does ornot.
i feel sorry for wat i'ld done. i expected him to be alone. n why of all times the drinks were thick last night n i saw him talking to girls first thing i saw him. they werent flirting or wat. just normal talking. but it just boiled me just bcoz im abit drunk. wen de also like that, colin foo also like that now rick also like that. when will i ever change..